Uuuhh dah lama ga bikin2 blogs niy,,(udah ada yang nyindir..abis gmn duungs hatinya udah tenang sih be..huehheheh)

Ok im starting..ummm….After Reading of Icha Rahmanti’s book…another glance of thought…

"cinTapucciNo" ….. ekstrak kopinya lbh kuat, sekuat keyakinan yg bikin obsesiku mengkronis, dan perasaanku skr that i have to do this….Bukan kopi hitam regular, krn capuccino ada obsesi,ada manis,pait semuanya deyh…(taking from Cintapuccino;Icha Rahmanti).

Sebelum gw baca gw sadar bgt klo gw saat itu pas bgt setahun lalu..(eh bbrp hr lagi deyh setahunnya; Location : SF,  Date: 2 Jun 2006) selang bbrp hari itu yah gw nyadar bgt2 100% that : I FOUND MY NIMO(IBE)…hohoho senangnya hati ini..

Balik ke masa SMA klo lg ngobrol ma banci2 tmn2 deket SMA yah..hahhahah (Mizyu guys) what kind of man will be ur future yah..yah macam si Nimokuw ini ..ck..ck..ck..bukan main (Ami kayanya kita seangkatan yah..secara…sama2 27 gila!!!) nyangka ga sih lo..klo dapet sesuatu sesuai mimpi2 SMA kita? basiii yah? hahha..i thought so..but stlh ngejalaninnya..kaya mimpi, apa gw masih ga sadar gara2 SF yah? whaha..ngga..ngga..ngga..gw sadar!!!(gile hang overnya cuman sehari doangan kok, sisanya cuman alergi kagak jelas..hahaha)

Nimo..nimo..nimo..apa yang dialamin amy gw alamin bgt..tp yah secara..pasrah aja ama yang di dapet saat itu huahha..(sorry guys)..gw pernah dapet yang tipikal RAKA..(umm tapi Rakanya amy sound so perfect..huhuhuhu)ato si MR DWnya, ato si MR.Sub Zero de el el…bin der den dat deyh..(aduuhh ibe..didn’t mean  to deyh, umm termasuk si rambut kribo kuning…hiih ada di fs gw!..)(u know ma feelin’ rite now kan be..!)

That’s I called Perjalanan Hidup, obsesi nimo gw jaman SMA hanya sebatas khayalan anak piyek jaman SMA yang blaga2an mau jd cepet gede. Fiuuhhh…tetapi ntah dari negara antah berantah mana(uuhh gw sempet percaya soal asli RUSIA, geblek) Tapi obsesi nimo gw akhirnya gw dapetin..jauhhh jauhh sebelum gw baca si Cintapuccino ini..hahha dan pada saat gw baca ini giling gw ngakak abis..idiidiihhh gw pikir itu hanya pengalaman gw yang kata tmn2 SMA gw itu tukang ngayal..Damn it guys..it really happened..dan ujug2 ada sama gw saat ini…my dearest Ibe!Ya Allah makasih bgt….sujud syukurku hanya utkMu!

Umm walau gw tau my nimo ini … umm sama aja sama nimonya si amy..(secara his Raka sound so so so perfect!!! ) Tapi nimo gw perfect in his own way (buat gw looh)apa yah..umm apa yang gw bayangin soal my future man itu ada di nimo gw..tp skali lagi ga semua mimpi jd kenyataan..dgn segala kekurangan dan kelebihannya….gw akuin makin gw sayang…dan makin gw cinta..hahha…like amy..said Raka is perfect but Nimokuw a.k.a IBe…knowing all his kekurangan dan kelebihannya bikin gw mikir juga klo he is more perfect than anything yang pernah ada di hidup gw!!!

After all glance of thought..ternyata setuju juga sama amy soal  lagu ini :

Dedicated onli for my Ibe….

For The longest time – Billie Joel

Oh, oh, oh

For the longest time

Oh, oh, oh

For the longest time

If you said goodbye to me tonight

There would still be music left to write

What else could I do

I’m so inspired by you

That hasn’t happened for the longest time

Once I thought my innocence was gone

Now I know that happiness goes on

That’s where you found me

When you put your arms around me

I haven’t been there for the longest time

Oh, oh, oh

For the longest time

Oh, oh, oh

For the longest

I’m that voice you’re hearing in the hall

And the greatest miracle of all

Is how I need you

And how you needed me too

That hasn’t happened for the longest time

Maybe this won’t last very long

But you feel so right

And I could be wrong

Maybe I’ve been hoping too hard

But I’ve gone this far

And it’s more than I hoped for

Who knows how much further we’ll go on

Maybe I’ll be sorry when you’re gone

I’ll take my chances

I forgot how nice romance is

I haven’t been there for the longest time

I had second thoughts at the start

I said to myself

Hold on to your heart

Now I know the man that you are

You’re wonderful so far

And it’s more than I hoped for

I don’t care what consequence it brings

I have been a fool for lesser things

I want you so bad

I think you ought to know that

I intend to hold you for the longest time ………

Yaaah bgtulaahh..ulasan dan isi hati gw setelah baca nih buku, thanks tuk neng Syuep (my lovely lil’ sis di ktr gw, eh dah gw angkat adek yahh??,hihih..)yang dah minjemin baut baca nih buku..well recomended ktnya!!

Thanks buat si cintapuccino..yang buka mata gw klo khayalan SMA jadul gw itu ga salah ternyata..it can happenned to every one ternyata..

Tahnks utk abang gw dan SF nyah..huahahaha..pasti reaksinya lsg "maksuuttt loooe!!!?!!!"

And for my lovely ibee my nimo khayalanku…uuhh you are so real…umm what can i say yah..you know laaah…my feelin’ are..uhhh..pokoknya..kamu..,kamu…kamu..kamuu….yang katanya klo kangen sampe cape semuanya hahahha….(welcome for gembul deh..kali aja kurus kalo kangen troos..)makasih utk semuanya..you are my greates miracle of all…!!

rgds,

Keii…

Damn it!!!

Ym gw ilang ajah gt..

bt, can not contact me at YM ya!!!

Malam selalu panjang
di waktu aku merindukanmu
kau bisa menjaga aku
hingga diriku merasa teduh

aku seperti kamu
menginginkan dan memerlukanmu
karena kita tak mampu
selalu pergi menjauh

Kau jadikan aku ini
wanita yang kau pilih
untuk jadi kekasihmu
dan kau pun tlah aku minta
setia sepertiku

Aku percaya penuh
kau kan buatku bahagia
karna cinta tercipta
datangnya dari dalam hatiku

• Fate brings u together, but it’s still up to u to make it happen

We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love…. but to learns how to love an imperfect person perfectly….

..special dedicated for Be’..coz I choose YOU!!!..:)

‘keii’

Im stuck at the moment..!

fffiiuuhhhh this 2 months tuh bener2 bgt deh..to many things happenned..ga kira2 yah..aiieee otakku dah mau mledak rasanya..c’mon gw ga se-tough itu lah..!!!

gokil abees..hello "i need my privacy back!!" stop being such annoying lah…every body need their own rooms bukan??

I wouldn’t let one drop of rain fall down into MY life!!!

uuuhhh…sucks!!!

Dear my angel..i am so tired…!!

151206!!

Simply The Best

I call you when I need you, my heart’s on fire
You come to me, come to me wild and wild
When you come to me
Give me everything I need
Give me a lifetime of promises and a world of dreams
Speak a language of love like you know what it means
And it can’t be wrong
Take my heart and make it strong baby

You’re simply the best, better than all the rest
Better than anyone, anyone I’ve ever met
I’m stuck on your heart, and hang on every word you say
Tear us apart, baby I would rather be dead

In your heart I see the star of every night and every day
In your eyes I get lost, I get washed away
Just as long as I’m here in your arms
I could be in no better place

You’re simply the best, better than all the rest
Better than anyone, anyone I’ve ever met
I’m stuck on your heart, and hang on every word you say
Tear us apart, baby I would rather be dead

Each time you leave me I start losing control
You’re walking away with my heart and my soul
I can feel you even when I’m alone
Oh baby, don’t let go
…..(Tina Turner)
                                                                                  

Mengapa tak pernah kita coba
Selaraskan rasa dalam jiwa
Ini diriku dan begitulah dirimu
Tak pernah sempurna cuma manusia

Seharusnya yang terjadi
Slalu dapat disadari
Dua beda kan saling menyatu
Bukan tuk diri sendiri
Bila sampai hari ini
Masih ada cinta yang membuat kita satu
Itu semua anugerah yang kuasa

(taken from Kerispatih..)

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don’t care if I’m right or wrong
I’ll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I’ll gonna keep it real
You know
Time for me to do it on my own

(taken from Whitney H…)

hmmmm those beautiful words are showing my emotion right now..yup i know..byk yang ga setuju..but this is the life that i choose..for the rest…seandainya ada yang bisa mengerti tg rasa ini..mungkin mereka tau ..ternyata apa yang kita jalanin saat ini bgtu indah utk dilewatkan..uhhh…

My be said:"hang on there my lil angel.." yup.."i will dear…yes i will"

hmmm….

hidupkuw indah skali lately ya..ga pernah nyangka sebelumnya..we know it’s tough n difficult..tp senengnya ..kita masih bisa nikmatin..masih bisa gila2an..bisa ketawa lepas bahkan suka malu2in..saling back up..being a shoulder to cry on each other..

Respect..yup..saling menghargain akan keberadaan masing2, dan aku yakin bgt ga semua "ORG" bisa milikin rasa itu, seenggaknya kata2 yang bilang "gimana org bisa hargain diri kita klo pasangan kita sendiri aja ga pernah bisa hargain kita"ooohh..i already passed that time!SEKARANG ini i hv sumone yang ngerti bgt ttg "menghargai"..yang bisa trima kita apa adanya, yang slalu"BANGGA" milikin kita..oooh..i am so blesssed to hv u be!!

God, Sent me a ticket for my Soulmate..begitu tepatnya…uuh senangnya..(hmm pernah gw bahas deh soal ticket2an ini) hiihihih…Alhamdulillah…Makasih ya Tuhan..Sembah Sujudku hanya utkMu..utk semua KaruniaMu, utk semua Limapahan RizkiMu, utk semua BerkahMu..utk semuanya..Atas semua Keindahan yang Kau tunjukan ke aku belakangan ini..Amien…

It’s all about commitment..uhhh that magical words yang sempet bikin gw terpuruk..sakit..tapi ternyata..semua dah ngga lagi..Keikhlasannya buat dia setia utk komit ma gw..ahh skali lagi thx be..

Can wait until we built our future family..sound so nice..u make all my dream come true deh be..maacih ya..utk semuanya!!!utk semua rasa percaya itu..utk semua keyakinan itu..(secara keyakinan kita beda,heheh..)but it’s not a big problems for me..yup we can throuh this..U and ME!!

Helluw…hmm..dah lama bgt yah nda nulis2..hehhe..terlalu sibuk dgn si be…aaaiiihh2..bukan maiin..

whut can i say bout my life lately??? HAPPY EVER AFTER gtu dey..suddenly he came to my life, changed my life..he fills my souls with so much love..beughhhh!!!bgtu intinya..Makasih Tuhanku..

rasa saling menghormati, toleransi,nge-hargain dan saling adore tenyata buat kita bisa nikmatin hidup jd amat sangat indah..dan nyadarin ternyata waktu itu ga banyak buat kita..klo be bilang so much love but so little time…hihihi…

Pokoknya..Im happy as can be deyh..maacih ya be!!

Shirley Bassey

(Where Do I Begin) Love Story

Where do I begin?
To tell the story of how great a love can be
The sweet love story that is older than the sea
The simple truth about the love he brings to me
Where do I start?
Like a summer rain
That cools the pavement with a patent leather shine
He came into my life and made the living fine
And gave a meaning to this empty world of mine
He fills my heart
He fills my heart with very special things
With angels’ songs, with wild imaginings
He fills my soul with so much love
That anywhere I go, I’m never lonely
With him along, who could be lonely
I reach for his hand, it’s always there
How long does it last?
Can love be measured by the hours in a day?
I have no answers now, but this much I can say
I’m going to need him till the stars all burn away
And he’ll be there
He fills my heart with very special things
With angels’ songs, with wild imaginings
He fills my soul with so much love
That anywhere I go, I’m never lonely
With him along, who could be lonely
I reach for his hand, it’s always there
How long does it last?
Can love be measured by the hours in a day?
I have no answers now, but this much I can say
I’m going to need him till the stars all burn away
And he’ll be there

Hmm….Thanks ya my be…thanks for the dream come true..